I just wanna lay in bed with Pat all day while our pug snores peacefully at the edge of the bed. That’s it. That’s all I want.
I didn’t think anything would change once I said those words. Like I knew how I felt, and I’ve known for awhile. But something about saying it out loud has made things so much realer and so much scarier. It’s a terrifying and thrilling feeling knowing that you’re in love with another person and falling more and more each day…mostly terrifying though.
I told Patrick I loved him for the first tonight for no other reason than to let him know. Not to hear it back, not for anything at all. I just love him and that’s that.